Hello, name's Kendra, better known as Arceus, but you guys may know me as Keidra. Keidra came from my name; there's already a Kendra on the Sims forums, so I just replaced one letter lol. I'm nearing thirty, live in the midwestern USA, and I'm basically romance trash. I also really love family dynamics, though, and love people that will play these dynamics out with me, because nobody really seems to want to take on other people's parents and siblings and whatnot, and this is sad. Right? Like, family is super important to someone's ... everything, really, and it seems strange to ignore them so much.
Simprovise was a brain-worm for a while before I decided to make it. I've been playing on and running RP sites since I was 15 or so (one of which will be turning fourteen in February 2021), so this really isn't my first rodeo. I don't mind helping people get acclimated to RP, and whatever question you have that you think is really stupid is probably not as dumb as you think, so just ask. c: I love questions and I love sharing my passions with others.
I have a number of mental quirks, and one of them makes words and communication quite difficult at times, so if I stop making sense or get really vague, I'm so sorry, my brain will remember what words are in a day or three. I'm a dominant personality and tend to get swept up in excitement and inspiration, and I can and will commandeer in-character situations if you let me. My characters also don't always make linear sense and tend to love throwing curve-balls (often they even surprise me, so don't feel bad). It's okay to be like, hey Kendra slow down, or hey I don't like how this is going can we change it, or something, it's fine. I know I hyper-focus and get too tunnel-vision-y sometimes.
As a person, I'm fairly generous, and enjoy being helpful, but I am also very straight-forward and I will call a spade a spade. I won't lie or sugarcoat anything to make others feel better. I am an extremely honest person, to the point sometimes, yeah, I do hurt people's feelings without intending to. I will apologise and try to rephrase to say what I mean without being hurtful, though I have mixed results with that, if you think I've been too hurtful, just tell me. I may also sound like I am arguing with someone when I am not. There's a weird cold and calculated streak to my personality that I hear is there but I can't see lol but I apparently come off weirdly detached and distanced. I am not. I'm just not very good at expressing myself as I intend to. I care a lot more than I let on, usually, and when I am 'arguing' it's usually more that I'm trying to explain my viewpoint but like usual having trouble picking the right words.
Though a lot of my characters may be pretty powerful in my solo-stories, I do tone them down immensely for role-play, because I don't like stepping on toes. And while Simprovise has a premise based on a story I wrote, I don't care if it goes the same way or not (really, it's probably best that it doesn't lol), so feel free to do your own thing!
- No non-con. I can't handle that with strangers. You may catch me doing it with people I know very well. Not sorry.
- Fight threads stress me out. I can do them, sometimes, but they really freak me out and cause panic attacks. It's basically a PTSD-like reaction to them, so I'd rather just avoid it.
- I don't do lover drama, I'm way too poly and most of my characters are too.
- Speaking of, I and subsequently my characters, don't really understand jealousy. Many of my characters also cannot experience it. (Not all, some do.)
- Familial relationships that are toxic will generally make me stop responding to you.
- If you are drunk, please do not talk to me, or try not to. I can tell, and drunk people are basically a trigger.
Don't flatter yourself; you were never even a player.